Woah back to square 1 again,
Fears become reality can't complain,
Going back to insanity yet again,
Gonna see if I can finally be saved,
These fears they drill in my mind,
Slowly burying in my head 1 at a time,
Come on go join the line,
It's not like i'm gonna weep I won't whine,
This stress I can't overcome,
Looks like you’re the chosen one,
Just listen hard as I need someone,
Yet you just line the sights and shoot the gun,
Oh wait, that would be too easy,
This climb is way too steep for me,
You spin my life around and make me feel pretty damn dizzy,

You don't understand how you made me feel,
Hurting a wounded man without a shield,
Absorb the pain take in all the blame,
Go ahead and crash my plane,
As I freeze in shame,

Well the nightmares they won't stop,
They just hurt me until I drop,
How much pressure will it take until I pop,
All the self-belief away you go and mop,
I can't tell what is my head from reality
No one understands my other personality,
It's like bringing on the darkness is your speciality,
I only survive because I know I'm too cowardly,
Driving my madness round in a loop,
Wow well done you slam dunked my hoop,
I wish you could understand the truth,
Being haunted in my sleep and now it's also by you,
Well the nightmares they just keep coming,
I'm spending all my night able to start running,
It's like someone has been drugging,
Me in my sleep it's just a bad dream it's nothing,

You don't understand how you made me feel,
Hurting a wounded man without a shield,
Absorb the pain take in all the blame,
Go ahead and crash my plane,
As I freeze in shame,

I just wish someone would understand,
I'm in need of a helping hand,
Turns out being so messed up is not so grand,
I'm such a screwed up freak it can't be measured in grams,
I give up on trying to become a new man,
I just gotta accept that I am who I am,
The solution to this I just can't plan,
I'll make it through this I always can,


You don't understand how you made me feel,
Hurting a wounded man without a shield,
Absorb the pain take in all the blame,
Go ahead and crash my plane,
As I freeze in shame,
As I freeze in shame,
As I freeze in shame,
As I freeze in shame